Since my internet connection became slower I think its better to format my system partition(that is C:/ in most computers). By formating the partition, as you know, you will lose all the files and viruses. And because everytime I'm going to do this I will accidentally delete some of files that I need, as a precaution I did check about what files I want to back up or what files that I want to delete. But you know what hehe..I did it again, like Britney said. I delete some html files that I'm going to complete it later. Jom sambung study balik hehe..
HUwaAaAAAhhh..what a week..now is my exam week and I still got another one paper left on the next Monday but I am not going to study now hehe..I ll wait till the last second, untill Sunday night, before I start to do my revision again haha..Since I dont have my own meja study so I have to merempat at the diner table and study. And because Baem is watching television, I have to put on my headphone *sigh*..Sometime I just feel like I am not living in my own place because there are so much to think about the others. Wish one day I can have my own house and I can do everything I like hehe..Nabhan took my picture while I was studying and i didnt get my time to give you all my best pose hahahahah..
Is it gay to have your own blog? Since I met so many gay and adek2 that own a blog it makes me to start thinking about myself. I am not gay but I like to have my own website, I like to show my arts, comics, works and the most important is that I want to make money trough the internet. Yes I have been doing some research on how to increase traffic to my site and how to design a website using simple html code. This blog is something that I should be proud of. This blog got nothing to do with sexual confusion or being gay. Some of my friends said that I like to mencapap and that's why I put my own pictures and own a blog. I miss those days when I was a boy and cared to much about what others said about me huhu..
When Neil Armstrong landed on the moon, he said "That's one small step for man, a giant leap for mankind."
When he was leaving the moon, as he was climbing back onto the space ship, he said to himself "Good luck, Mr. Gorsky."
Back on Earth, someone asked "What was that", and Neil Armstrong said it was a personal thing, and he'd rather not explain it.
But everyone was asking "Who's Gorsky?"
They thought maybe he was another astronaut Armstrong had worked with, so they looked it up, but there was no one at NASA called Gorsky. So they thought maybe it was a cosmonaut that Neil Armstrong had beaten to the moon. They looked at all the known cosmonauts, but there was no one called Gorsky.
When he landed back on Earth, the journalists asked him "When you were leaving the moon, you said 'Good luck, Mr. Gorsky'. Who's Mr. Gorsky?"
Neil Armstrong answered "It was a private moment, and I'd rather not expand on it, thank you."
For years, when he was giving speeches at events like graduations or conventions, someone would invariably ask "When you were leaving the moon, you said 'Good luck Mr. Gorsky'. Could you please tell us, who's Mr. Gorsky?" Neil Armstrong would always decline to answer.
Finally, on 5 July 1995, at a Rotary convention in Tampa Bay, Florida, someone again asked the question, and Neil Armstrong said "OK. I can tell you now, because Mr. Gorsky is dead, and the story won't embarrass anyone.
"When I was a kid, we lived next door to the Gorskys. One day, when I was ten, my brother hit the baseball over the fence, and I had to retrieve it from outside the Gorskys bedroom.
"As I was retrieving the ball, I heard Mrs. Gorsky speaking to Mr. Gorsky, and she said 'Oral sex! I won't give you oral sex until the kid next door walks on the moon!'"
Katalah kita ni polis, sedang duduk dalam kereta peronda kita sambil minum kopi. Tiba-tiba radio kita berbunyi, mengatakan ada dua kes yang diminta kita menangani salah satu darinya. Dua-dua kes orang kena tangkap mencuri.Kes pertama di kampung hulu, seorang lelaki ditangkap mencuri duit seringgit.Kes kedua di kampung hilir, seorang warga asing kena tangkap mencuri duit 20 ribu ringgit.
Kes mana yang kita kejarkan dulu? Agaknya tentulah kita segera berkejar ke kampung hilir, ye tak? I mean, apalah sangat duit seringgit, itupun nak report polis ke? Tapi bagaimana kalau lepas tu kita tahu hakikatnya begini:
Dalam kes pertama, duit itu kepunyaan seorang anak yatim piatu peminta sedekah, dan duit itu sajalah yang ada padanya untuk digunakan membeli roti setelah beberapa hari tak makan? Sedangkan dalam kes kedua, duit itu kepunyaan orang kaya bakhil yang seumur hidupnya tak pernah keluar zakat?
Tiba-tiba, baru kita sedar perbezaannya, antara prinsip dan appearance.Kalau ikut prinsip, tentulah kes pertama lebih berat, walaupun hanya melibatkan duit seringgit. Tapi sebab kita hidup ini dah biasa menghakimkan orang serta peristiwa dari segi luaran, maka selalu minda kita tertipu. Stephen Covey, dalam bukunya "Seven Habits of Highly Effective People" menceritakan pula begini
Kita sedang duduk di sebuah bangku dalam taman. Sedang kita enak menikmati sandwic dan Coke kita di tengah taman dengan udara bertiup lembut itu,tiba-tiba datang seorang lelaki bersama 2 orang anak kecilnya duduk di sebelah kita. Lelaki itu hanya menung panjang melihat ke tasik dan mendiamkan diri sementara anak-anaknya berlarian macam setan menjerit-jerit sekuat hati. Orang yang lalu lalang semuanya melihat dengan kening berkerut-kerut perangai budak-budak yang tak tahu hormat pada orang lain tu. Kita pun lama-lama semakin bengang. Setan sungguh budak ni! Apahal mamat ni diammm je, tak nak tegur ke anak-anak dia ni? Lepas dah tak tahan sangat, kita pun tegur lelaki itu. Boleh tak encik suruh anak-anak encik tu dok diam-diam, saya tengah nak makan sandwic ni! Lelaki itu melihat pada kita seketika sebelum tersenyum sedikit."Maafkan saya," kata lelaki itu. "Dan maafkan anak-anak saya tu. Sebenarnya, isteri saya - ibu mereka - baru meninggal dunia sebab kanser di hospital, dan saya tak tahu macamana nak terangkan pada mereka hal ini." Kemudian dia sambung lagi: "Biarlah saya bawa mereka ke tempat lain supaya tak menganggu anda makan." Apa rasa kita masa itu?
Sebab itulah bila teringat ayat Qur'an mengatakan, beza antara manusia itu hanyalah iman dan taqwa, saya sering berasa menyesal. Sebab saya selalu menghukum orang melihat keadaan luarannya! Bagaimana dengan anda? fikir-fikirkanlah.....
I just dont know what to do with myself..exam is just around the corner, my revision is still undone. it doesnt even reach 40% of what I had learned. what's the different between "memorize" and "understand"? every time people talks about "Kefahaman itu penting, bukan hafal", is he lying? do you it's true? I'm starting to doubt it. there is no such thing like "dont need to hafal to get good marks". but people still talks about it. huwarghhhhh....after that motorcycle accident, my head is just not as good as before anymore. I have to really read something, I mean really REALLY read before I could memorize it. God please, give me back my strenght..
whats this? haha..I came across this nice magnet table clock when I was walking around Tama Plaza(you have to stop here before you can go to Minami Osawa Outlet Store). they got nice shops over there and a beautiful view too hehe..so ok for now. I have new J-Drama to watch while waiting for subuh hehe...(what about your revision?)
Recently in Japan a photographer took a picture that shocked every person who saw it. It is a picture of Ultramen at a stadium watching baseball. Koizumi said that since all the raksaksa had been killed, Ultramen think that they should take a break and at the same time do some training to maintain their strenght. Koizumi, who was said ex-boyfren of Ultraman Dyna, stated that he got the information from his old girlfriend via sms.
Malaysians are getting married at older age. Why? Let me give an example. It is a little bit long example. If you want to skip it, there is a summary at the end.
Say you are a fresh graduate at that age of 23, a male, starting a carrier as an executive officer working somewhere in KL with a salary, say RM2000 per month and without any saving in the bank. Monthly, extracting your expenditures on foods, transportation (public or motorcycle), electricity, water, phone, house rent and other expenses, say you can save about RM800 the most. Then, because you are a good son, you send some money to your parents or relatives about RM300 per month. This will give you a balance of RM500 of saving. For the first year, maybe you are very discipline with your budget, so you save about RM5000.
The next year at the age of 24, you meet a girl of your dream. Both of you plan to get married after one year or two. Ok, that's fine, it gives you time to save some more money and some more time to prepare the basic necessities for a 'happy' family? a car and a roof to live under. That year because you are a hard worker, you get a raise of 10%. Since you are also a gentleman, you make sure some money is put aside to spend on dates and gifts for your girl, so 10% goes for her. Like the previous year, after much sweat and meggie-eating months, you save another RM5000. Your company is doing ok. You are paid 2 months bonus. So, another RM4000 is added to your saving. So, your total saving now is RM14,000. You decide to spend about RM8000 on a brand-new RM40,000 car down payment. So, you net saving that year is RM6000.
The next year at the age of 25, you are doing fine at work. But because now you have to pay for car every month, your total monthly saving is cut down to about RM400. You save roughly about RM5000 that year. No bonus that year because your company is doing poor. So, your total saving in the bank is RM11,000. Then, you decide to get engaged with your girlfriend. She said OK. So, need to buy an engagement ring. RM1500 is spent on ring plus 'hantaran pertunangan'. So, your net saving that year is RM9,500.
The next year at the age of 26, you get promoted. Your salary now is 1.5 of your starting salary at the company. Good news! You think. "Ok, this year I will get married". You also are 'gersang' already.
Your eyes 'terjegil', your tounge 'meleleh' and you faint on the spot. "Where else in the world can I get extra money?", you say to yourself. But, because you are very determined to get married with your dream girl and in the name of love, you work really really hard that year until you are awarded "The Best Employee of The Year". You get 3 months of bonus. You also do some side business to supply ayam pencen. So, roughly your net saving at the end of that year is RM20,000.
Ok, now you are 27 years old with enough saving in the bank to pay for the dowry. But then, come your mom saying,"Anak mak nak kawin ni mesti la buat grand grand. Kita sewa khemah besar-besar, jemput penyanyi ke artis ke sorang dua datang buat persembahan. Lauk pauk kita cater aje la ya? RM10 je sekepala. Baju kawin ko, kita sewa yg cantik-cantik dan mahal-mahal sket. Kita jemput dalam 1000 orang datang ok?"
You did a quick in-the-head-calculation, "1000xRM10=RM10,000, penyanyi lagi, khemah lagi, buta-buta je RM15,000!!! Tu tak masuk cincin kahwin lagi!!" You say,"Mak, nak buat apa membazir-bazir duit ni?" Your mom replies,"Apa pulak membazirnya? Kau kawin sekali je seumur hidup. Biarlah buat betul-betul." You insist,"Tapi mak?" Your mom says, "Dahlah, kau jangan nak buat malu mak. Cik Tipah jiran kita tu buat kenduri kat hotel siap dato, datin, tan sri puan sri lagi datang. Mana la mak nak letak muka kalau buat kenduri kecik kecik?".
Anyway, you finally get married. But, a beautiful happy life after marriage that you dream of with your wife does not last long. You have debts around your waist, interest gets higher every month, cannot afford to pay them, you wife gets tired of you asking money from her, she accuses you of being irresponsible husband for not being a good provider, blah blah blah? At the end, you two go into separate ways? You get divorced.
Problem breeds problem? Sometimes we wonder why marriage institution is failing in our country. The above example may not represent the whole phenomena in our culture, but perhaps it gives us some ideas of the problems young couple these days are facing in getting married from my perspective.
The Root Cause of The Problem...
There is something wrong in our culture. I really think there are some practices in our culture in Malaysia (Malay culture specifically) that do not make sense and especially they are contrary to the teaching of Islam. These practices are well-rooted in our culture that unfortunately because of them, many people are 'afraid' to get married, or simply feel like they cannot afford when they are actually can afford. These are some of my observation and summary analysis:
(1) Marriage should be done in the most modest way but in Malaysia, it is ought to be done in the most lavish way. Competition on whose wedding is the most grandeur is almost unavoidable. Fame is usually the reason why people spend unreasonable and wasteful amount of money for a wedding.
(2) The "price" of a woman is measured according to her perhaps educational background, physical attributes and family social status not according to her knowledge and understanding of Deen and piety as suggested by the religion. The saddest thing is that "price" is put on women, who are supposed to be, if God-loving, kind-hearted and pious ones, "priceless"! 'Dowry' system is adopted by the Malays from perhaps the Indians who came to Malaysia long time ago. When the 'dowry' is put too high and men can't afford to pay, marriage is usually delayed or cancelled. An effort to build another small brick unit of this Deen is delayed or perhaps destroyed only for this reason.
(3) Marriage should be a quick and easy process for the couple not hard, which eventually becomes a burden. These days, we make marriage so complicated that people are afraid of getting married. When I was in the US, I saw Muslim brothers and sisters getting married at the mosque, with just some sweets as the main course for the guests. The guests who were invited to witness the ceremony were usually whoever prayed jemaah at the mosque or some close relatives and friends. There is no point of being extravagance. We should focus on the life after wedding not the wedding itself.
Wedding is only a door to the marriage house. Why should we spent a lot of money to decorate the door so beautifully, when the inside of the house is then left empty, dark and unattractive?
Two weeks before there was a wedding held at Yoyogi Uehara Mosque and I was called and asked to be the drink maker[is this right?]or to be more specific, a Pembancuh Teh Tarik hehe..so I went there and did my thing haha..
A malay guy married a japanese girl(of course she is a muslim) and Chie-san is the cutest bride I ever saw in my life. We took one picture together after I asked her husband but I dont wanna put it here since Chie-san didnt wear her hijjab properly. But for me, she was still cute though.
Hahaha..this one really looks like mamak aaa..you see that apron? I took it from Gusto. I wore it so that I will look like a cook or something hahah..but actually Raji was more in charge in cooking than me..
This man is really great in cooking. He made a nice chicken rice on the wedding day and every makcik that was there asked him the recipe. He is a "full package husband" you see.
to all my frens, welcome to my new page hehe..this my new :: mr.FADziL :: blogsite. I am thinking about buying a domain, www.pakden.com would be nice hehe..but anyway this is my site for now. what do you think about this new look? sesuai? tak sesuai? it took me one week and some parts are still under construction. the opening flash killed most of my times. actually I can download and set up Blogskin but I want something that is unique and only belongs to me. so this is it. something unique. please let me know what you all think about this design. your feed back will be greatly appreciate.
